Tears bite my body like maggots on a carcass,
Blood gorging out of my ears, I'm totally harmless.
No one notices that I'm autistic.
Socially anxious but I'm just a clear sheet.
I'm super duper happy but no one sees me,
That I am freaking out, my mind is full of doubt.
They wanted to ruin my life.
Wanted to ruin my life, nobody thinks I am dead inside.
Just a monster in disguise,
Mask the monster in disguise.
Underestimate how I'm feeling,
I'm not ok, inside I'm screaming.
You can't even see, the problems inside me.
Sirens overwhelm my ability to cope,
My mind's a ball of dust here's no hope.
Well, decomposed.
Well, decomposed.
They wanted to ruin my life.
Wanted to ruin my life, nobody thinks I am dead inside.
Just a monster in disguise,
Mask the monster in disguise.
They wanted to ruin my life.
Wanted to ruin my life, nobody thinks I am dead inside.
Just a monster in disguise,
Mask the monster in disguise.
They wanted to ruin my life.
Wanted to ruin my life, nobody thinks I am dead inside.
Just a monster in disguise,
Mask the monster in disguise.
credits
from Ice Cream on Mondays,
released March 6, 2019
Lyrics by f.witch
Music by f.witch and Lizzy Carey
Vocals by f.witch
Guitars, Synth, SFX & Bass by Lizzy Carey
A soundtrack to a film that is both historical and autobiographical, Yang’s music here finds graceful beauty in slowly unfolding melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 4, 2023